Virus Grows

(Wednesday 6th June 2012)
 
Like a virus it grows
Drags you down
At first you fight, you say NO
Resisting it strong, you win
It is numb to this
Returning it climbs more
Unexplained how, unseen where
You see it? You fight
But time it takes
And energy much

In the end, still end
You are lost
You submit, it has won
Triumph is not yours
And from there you are prey
Victim to its grasp
You want to fight, it holds you
From its grasp you cannot
For you lie down deep
Too much above
And daylight fades, though is
But the storm never fades

You sleep
To your very soul it has come
Will you win? I fear you cannot
WHO? Who has the formula?
An antidote to this
The 'Freedom Drug' must be
To be free
But, you see
Your mind is just a memory
Not yours now, but his, not your own

Who ARE you now??
Are you me?
I just cannot see
The sense, sense is not me
What I was
I will now not be
Till I free, I can break

I could run, you see
Though my steps are in back
Towards you, holding me
Let or please, LET GO!
I just want to be ME!
You don't need, don't see
For you need me to be
Or else ...
You yourself will not be free