She and Me

(Tuesday 27th September 2011, evening)

I want to be there
To see her again, feel her, taste her
But it cannot be

Why is it ....
When I have I lose
And gain what I do not
Where I want, it is not
Where I am, nowhere
Far from here
The place I need
The one I was and need now
Will she take me?

I could go
Throw all away once more
And sacrifice
What I have tried to build
All for ONE?
Who would, but I?

Maybe I jump too far
Leap too high
And will fall so far to the ground
Is she there to save?
Will I jump blind or eyes a-wide?
What will be the end?
And IS IT ....
For she and me?