Half and Half

(24th March, 2009)

How do they do it?
Ten years? Five years?
Ten DAYS and I'm 'Time Out'
And only 11 months to go
How long is THAT?
Don't even THINK!

Time is relative
Another morning, another chorus,
Another headache, another pain.
I just want
To get home in one mental piece
Make that two
Cos I'm broken now

That half that wants the money
And half that needs to be there
They fight,
More pieces break from each
Shattering, cracking, down they fall
Don't sweep up!
That's my life there!
Please put it back! Find the glue!
And hairpins and tape
To get back to
What and where I want to be
Will I come out the same?
Or will I be forever changed?
Corrupted and deepened
To serve a different life and purpose
To stay sane
To enjoy where I be
Like living
Be settled
I had, but it is lost
Will it come back?
Or be "jungled" till I die?
which might come soon
If I can't fly.