How Much was Me?

(Saturday 15th September 2012)
 
How much was me ...
In what I see?
Fantasy? Fiction? Things to come?

Is it what I am?
What I need to be?
Or just a "ghost" who was
And went where I am not

Am I happy?
Better here than there?
Me than he?
He had his troubles
Mine are here
There, the world to see

Is it human?
Right, wrong, just or fear
Why did they?
Why leave him? His "friend"
The one he wanted to be
Then he saw
Saw what he was
And could never want to be
The disgust, repulsion
Fear and hate? Plain to see
His eyes turned, ran away
Netween he and what was
And it came, he turned
Became a "man"
The world was RIGHT
Stay still, you will see
He IS, you will NEVER BE!
And don't wish, move on
Go back, no, not for me
For I have life
And that ...
Is all I want to be!