Trapped

(25th October 2009, just after midnight)
 
You did me wrong,
Do you think you help?
Or provide comfort?
Stable living is all I need.
I came here for it, to find it,
All I have is pain,
And broken promises.
Lies are a-plenty.

And he back "home",
He needs me, misses me daily,
I know I should be there,
To help him along,
But "there" is hellfire,
And only a return to misery.